Orange Juice Ocean

Hai, Guys! It's been a while, right? Beberapa waktu yang lalu dua manusia datang ke Sushi Story dengan perut kenyang tapi nekat jajan. Mereka adalah aku dan temanku. Pertama kali ke Sushi Story, suasana dan interiornya bagus, cozy, nggak nyangka aja kalau ternyata harganya terjangkau banget, alias lebih murah dibandingkan kedai sushi atau sushi bar lainnya. Nggak heran kalau Sushi Story ini jadi langganan mahasiswa. Banyak makanan yang ditawarkan oleh Sushi Story ini diantaranya adalah Sushi Roll/Maki, Ramen, Takoyaki, Don, dan lain sebagainya. Tersedia juga minuman seperti greentea, lemontea, dan lain sebagainya (nggak aku tulis karena aku udah lupa). Yang aku suka di Sushi Story selain interior, suasana, dan makanannya adalah cook dan waiters-nya yang memakai pakaian khas Jepang. Selain itu pelayanannya juga lumayan ramah. Saat itu aku memesan Angry Godzilla Roll, Tropical Mango (Lupa namanya(?)). Sedangkan temanku memesan Banira Wasabi (Vanilla Wasabi) dan ...

I wanted to be close to him, but he's so far away, right now. I always tell myself that it's okay, but sometimes I really need it. It's hard when this feelings started to consume me. Like, everything was okay for a moment, but later it can be so real and I feel so lonely. I always try to anticipate it, but tonight I failed. I always be proud, "Hey, I can survive this long distance relationship. This is actually so good, because we will miss each other and all." But sometimes it hurts to miss someone. Indeed. "Can you take a selfie? I miss you." Sometimes it's completely normal. Tonight, it's different. I don't want his photos, but I need to see him. In real life. I need to see him so bad till it hurts. I don't know how am I supposed to feel, part of me was happy today for doing him a favor, the other part of me suddenly feel incomplete and this loneliness consumed me.